Humans fall apart. Wise cannot
exist. Idiots rein everywhere.
What happened? Fatima asked. I
told her a story around me. The story was an organized and systematic attempt
to make me an idiot. Why they want to make you an Idiot? She cried. One million
dollar question, I replied.
As I have updated on the my
facebook status that someone told me in Rohni Sector XI, Delhi that
unfortunately a component of Indian foreign system headquartered in Rohni was
misused against us by Pakistan in Nepal, where we were persecuted and poisoned.
And, the same has been active on
the scene, right from the beginning, in resisting my medical treatment as well
as resisting any kind of support to me. Therefore I am being proved to be an idiot
so that those who have been involved in all this drama could get a face-saving
by proving me insane and abnormal.
Right from using chemotherapy to
temper my behavior to the psychologically de-tracking methods, everything has
been organized.
What is the psychological mode of
idiotizing? I am briefly writing
today. I will write details in future. I am told that this process is called
Gee-Row.
What is Gee-Row?
Gee-Row, as I have assumed, is a
dirty process through which systems of various states make an active person an
idiot, create limits and damage his / her brain in a way that he or she cannot
even think appropriately.
The victim is told that your each
figure is your friend. Your hands both left and right, are your supporters of
the right-wing and left-wing background. The vegetables that purchased are
either man or women around you. Each of these items is named after the nearest
one. He / She is asked to walk at one corner of the road; otherwise his / her friends
would be missed because with steps, one leaves his / her friends there on the
road. “You have to walk twice on the same track for the safety of your nearer”
I was threatened a few months ago.
Whenever one writes or talks
hard, he or she is said that your particular finger, thing, note, pen, clothes –
almost everything is named after your friend – will face danger. And, what is
that danger? A female would be raped and made slave. And a male would be detained.
Besides, if someone takes hard stance, a noise is being created. Dogs, with
electronic instruments assembled inside them, are left towards you. Besides,
the electronically recorded barking tones as well as human screams and shouts
are tuned at the time of sleeping in a bid to create fear in that person and damage
his / he strength of creativity.
This is also meant for creating
an impression to the outer world that the person is abnormal from the behavioral
point of view in a bid to tint his / her image.
This is what I have been facing
since long. I tried to avoid this. When everyone -- white, black and colored
persons of Delhi -- did that with me, I also deliberately became an idiot for
time being.
These days I am not writing because
my laptop has been included some gadgets. Whenever I try to write, they close
it down remotely. We are being recorded 24/7.
It is no doubt courage of some
Indian citizens and groups that they have been of great support in this kind of
situation. I really salute them. I have witnessed sympathy of majority Indian
officials, although most of the times they keep on refusing and delaying the
decisions on my issue, they are not happy on this.
Restrictions
I am not allowed as yet to work
in India. I have applied for refugee re-settlement outside this country. I am
waiting for that. Those who want to support me are given a deteriorated picture
of me.
Who is doing this?
Yes, a component of local Indian
system, due to unknown reason, is facilitating Pakistan High Commission in
India on third party’s interference. Who is facilitating Pakistan in India? Nobody
is ready to utter as yet.
I will become homeless within a
couple of days due to non-existence of financial resources. Indian authorities
do not financially support refugees and UNHCR-India is not allowed to support
us.
What I can say is – Big powers
and nuclear countries’ ego is so small that they want to defeat one person by
destroying him.
Zulfiqar Shah, New Delhi, India March 13, 2015